A Trickle is Beginning to Flow

Something is beginning to flow here in Connecticut……..

“Then he brought me back to the door of the temple; there was water flowing from under the threshold of the temple toward the east….”  Ezekiel 47:1

This morning, as I read this passage from Ezekiel, the Lord reminded me again of a vision I had years ago:

I saw the Church, a small country church sitting on a small hill.  It was so small that didn’t look like much, it looked small weak, insignificant.  There was very dark all around the church, but the lights were on inside this church.  In fact the lights were blazing so brightly the windows glowed a bright yellow-orange.  The sound coming from this little church was the sound of deep, intense, slow and resonating worship.  It was the sound of worship that came from the depths of hearts pouring out their passion, their lives and their hearts out to God.  Oh the sweetness of the sound that came out of this building!  The deep, slow, heart-wrenching worship!  The melody wasn’t one of the pretty songs we hear in church, in fact some of the people were singing out of tune.  But the sound was so sweet and so intense because the worship came from the depths of their beings.  It was the type of worship that I knew pleased the heart of God.  It was the type of worship that changed the atmosphere.  The church was small, the people were few, but the worship came from those who were passionately in love with Jesus and were actively pouring out their hearts to Him.  Everyone; every man, woman and child worshipped deeply together in oneness.  The sound was intense and it was mesmerizing.

“Going on eastward, with a measuring line in his hand, the man measured in his hand….and then led me through the waters….it was knee deep.  Again he measured….it was to his waist.  Again he measured and it was a river I could not cross; for the water was too deep, water in which one must swim, a river that cannot be crossed.”  Ezekiel 47:2-5

I walked toward this tiny little church with its lights blazing in the darkness and listening to the sweet intense worship flowing out of it.  As I did, I felt the ground was very wet, it was soggy.  I found I was walking through puddles of water.  I looked and to my amazement, I saw little trickles of water flowing out of the very foundation of this little church!  I then realized the water had something to do with the worship that was going on inside the church.  The people’s worship caused the water to flow from the foundations of this tiny little church.  I turned around and watched the water flowing from the church in trickles, it poured down the street, becoming a river.  The river poured down into the towns & villages, bringing nourishment as it poured out.  

“…..And wherever it goes, every living creature will live, and there will be a great many fish.  For this water goes there, that the waters of the sea may become fresh…..so that everything will live where the River goes.  Fishermen will stand by the sea…..it will be a place of the spreading of nets.  Its fish will be of many kinds….and on the banks, on both sides of the River there will grow all kinds of food….Their fruit will be for food and their leaves for healing……  Ezekiel 47: 7-12

Can you see this picture?  Just as this River flowed out from the Temple in a trickle, so the Church, even this small sparsely populated church, as we deeply and intensely worship God together with all that we have and all that we are – a River starts to pour out from that worship!  We may only see it as a small trickle flowing out from our small, insignificant buildings, but as we worship God deeply, the water gains momentum, becoming a River that no one can cross.

Many years ago, at a time when most of our state leaders actually believed in God, a “State Scripture” was chosen by them.  Just as we have a state bird (robin), state flower (Mountain Laurel), state mammal (whale), etc., we also had a state Scripture.  When I discovered this, I started praying through this Scripture as I prayed for Connecticut.

At one time Connecticut’s State Scripture was Revelation 22:1-2
“And he showed me a Pure River of Water of Life; clear as crystal, proceeding from the throne of God and of the Lamb.  In the middle of its street, and on either side of the River was the Tree of Life, which bore twelve fruits, each tree yielding its fruit every month.  The leaves of the Tree were for the healing of the nations”.  

Can you see our state as that River of Life?  Can you see Connecticut as the source of refreshing, provision and healing?  I believe this is the prophetic destiny of our state.  Connecticut has been called or nicknamed “The Provision State”.  Flowing through Connecticut, flowing out of Connecticut the Lord  is calling for a huge River that offers nourishment, refreshing, provision, healing and restoration to the people of many nations across the world.  Can you see that?    Connecticut had been the source of creativity and provision in many ways in the past, but only in the physical and soulish sense.  The Lord is calling for the Connecticut Church to birth this River in the spiritual sense, through worship and prayer.

CT 7 NOW
In late 2012 & beginning 2013, the Connecticut Church held 7 monthly worship gatherings across the state in 7 months, fulfilling a directive word given by prophet Chuck Pierce June 9, 2012.  He declared:  “If you would worship together over the next seven months….you will gain access to the double keys that are above you in the heavenly realms.”  Churches and ministries from a wide variety of backgrounds and denominations came together to worship God corporately in obedience to this word.

40 DAYS OF WORSHIP
Last fall the representatives of the Connecticut Church, over 130 churches and ministries came together once again across the state and worshipped God deeply for 40 consecutive days in over 50 different locations: from church worship gatherings with community churches gathering together, to worship at the firehouse in Sandy Hook where that awful tragedy took place the year before, to the steps of the State Capitol Building where leaders from across the state repented of the CT church not following the 10 Commandments.

To the world, all of this may have looked like small feeble efforts.   Not a huge percentage of the state was even aware this was going on.  There were some large worship gatherings, but on the whole and especially to the world,  this was something that went unnoticed.  We may not have even noticed it ourselves, but as we came together to worship God, a small trickle is beginning to flow.  The Lord’s River is beginning to form, even though right now it is still yet a small trickle.

IMPACT CONNECTICUT
On March 28 & 29, another gathering is being planned (Impact Connecticut 2014 conference).   This, I understand, is both a celebration of what God is doing in Connecticut and an equipping conference.  This is what I hear the Lord saying:  Let us take this opportunity to gather together at this gathering, and at all times we come together and spend that time worshipping God deeply and intensely.  Let our focus not be on the organizational structure or works, but instead on bringing in the Presence of God through our deep intense worship and prayer.

I fully believe the worship and prayer is the birthing of the bringing forth the potential destiny of our state.  Something is beginning to “brew” here, something is beginning to bubble up from the ground.  But it does not start with our skills, or our works.  It’s not about our own ability to organize programs  or even offer training right now. This is not the River the Lord is now calling to pour out of Connecticut.

The River of God flows through worship and prayer.
Through our worship and our prayer, the small evangelical Connecticut church will issue forth that huge River of God.  We all know the Connecticut evangelical church is small.  Compared to other places, especially to the world, the Connecticut church looks small and insignificant, just like that little church in my vision.  But as we look up and begin to worship the Lord deeply and intensely, what can happen in Connecticut?  We may only see a small trickle flowing from the worship, but as it flows down, it gains momentum.  That little trickle of worship will become a Huge River that no one can cross!  It can become filled with multiplication of incredible “fish” that fishermen will have to spread their nets to catch.

Isn’t it time the Connecticut Church began to connect with God as we’ve never connected before?

Nonstop Worship and Prayer

Nonstop Worship and Prayer

July 6, 2013
My heart aches for nonstop worship and prayer! Oh how I long for a place where we can come in, sit on the floor and pray worship God nonstop; 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Oh for a place where we can stop by no matter what time of day or what day of week. Where the place never closes! Oh God! Can I have that place? Can I help build that place? Show me how? Guide me? Lead me? Direct me?”

I wrote that in my journal on July 6 of this year, when I was sitting in a church waiting for service to start. My heart was aching for deep intense worship, where it never had to end. I longed for a place where time seemed not to matter, there was a flow of the Spirit, prayer was according to God’s leading, not according to man’s schedule. A place where we can soak in God’s Presence and not be told we have to leave because service was over and they have to lock the building. A place where worship doesn’t have to stop or be put in a box because it was time for the pastor to preach. I’ve read about times & places like that. Places where time seemed to stop. People would come at different times, some would stay for hours. It wasn’t about the teaching, the people who came, or the technical skill of the worship leaders. People came because they wanted to meet with God.
Preaching came up as Holy Spirit moved upon a heart, not because someone was assigned to preach. Nothing was said until Holy Spirit spoke into someone’s heart. The preacher could be some well-known preacher, or the sermon could come from an office worker, carpenter, housewife or even a child. It didn’t matter who did the preaching, it was the word of God. That had happened during previous revivals and great moves of  God. People learned to wait, sometimes even for hours or days or even months until they heard from God. People learned to really pray and connect with God, not just pray their petitions while on the run, either for for work or ministry. People took time to wait and listen, really listen to hear the voice of Holy Spirit. I desperately wanted to go to a place like that. Such a passion, such a drawing wells up inside me to find a place like that!

I remember when I was a young believer I wanted to join a monastery. But the only monasteries I knew about weren’t places where I wanted to live. I wondered if there was such a place where people can visit or even live? A place where the worship and prayer never stops? It wasn’t until I heard of the International House of Prayer. I remember in 1999, I heard that no key was made for the front door because the door is never locked. I thought, how amazing! How wonderful! But the people I hung around with at that time discouraged me from investigating IHOP further. So it didn’t go anywhere.

Then I went IHOP Atlanta in January 2012 and got totally wrecked! All of these old passions and desires suddenly welled up inside me once again. So, I came home, quit many ministries and projects I had been doing and am focusing totally on House of Good Hope. We now hold 4-5 prayer meetings a week, including a school of prayer on Monday nights.

But oh God I want more! I want to be released to do this 24/7! I know I’m not yet disciplined to do this yet, but I want to be. I am willing to be made more willing. I feel like I barely pray, yet I run a prayer house and am in prayer every morning and hold prayer gatherings almost every night of the week. But it’s not enough! I want more!

It has been on my heart to hold prayer at House of Good Hope every day during the 10 Days of Awe. I was going to just open the house from 9am-7 or 9pm, but I felt The Lord lead me to consider keeping the house open 24/7. I believe this came to me as I wrote the above passage July 6. I hear The Lord challenged me with my own words, “You say you want to have a 24/7 house of prayer. Why not try it? Try it for 10 days”.

As I considered this challenge, I kept thinking this will be a great stretch. We’ve held many 12 & 24 hour prayer watches and they were never that well-attended. If one day or night watch was difficult, how can I hold a 24 hour prayer watch for 10 DAYS??? What daunting task! The very thought scared me, yet it excited me. If anything, this would give me opportunity to press into God as I never had before. I’m taking these days off from work, that part of my schedule has been set aside, even for just a few days.

Can it be done? Can I do it? We’re at least going to try. What better date to start than the 10 Days of Awe? We are starting at sunset, September 4, through to sunset, September 14. Some of are even going to try to throw in a little fasting with it.

Are there people out there who are like me? Are you hungry for more of God’s Presence in your life? Are you dissatisfied with where your own personal walk with God is? Are you dismayed with the condition of your family, your neighborhood, your city, your state or your country and you want to see God change the circumstances? Do you want to pour out your life into prayer? Do you want to connect with The Lord in a deeper, richer, fuller way yet you don’t have the time or place to do it?

I challenge you to join us in this experiment. How hungry are you for more of God? Do you only say you’re hungry, but if its inconvenient or even difficult, you’re not going to do it? if it even means putting aside another good thing just to do nothing but sit in a little house in prayer, are you willing to do it? Pray about getting stretched. How much do

10 Days of Prayer

10 Days of Prayer

Join us on an experiment:

TEN DAYS OF PRAYER

September 4-14, 2013

 

“COULD YOU NOT WATCH WITH ME ONE HOUR?”

 

“The Moravian Community of Herrnhut in Saxony, in 1727, commenced a round-the-clock “prayer watch” that continued nonstop for over a hundred years.

FACT: By 1791, 65 years after commencement of that prayer vigil, the small Moravian community had sent 300 missionaries to the ends of the earth.

Could it be that there is some relationship between those two facts? Is fervent intercession a basic component in world evangelization? The answer to both questions is surely an unqualified “yes.”  That heroic eighteenth-century evangelization thrust of the Moravians has not received the attention it deserves. But even less heralded than their missionary exploits is that hundred-year prayer meeting that sustained the fires of evangelism”.  *Copyright © 1982 by the author or Christianity Today/Christian History magazine.

This all started with a handful of people who were hungry for more of God.  They covenanted  together to pray around the clock, each taking one hour a day in rotation, which lasted 100 years.  This round the clock prayer meeting that revolutionized world evangelization started with just 24 people!  They fervently believed the “fire on the altar shall be kept burning on it; it shall not go out…..”  (Leviticus 6:12)

 

Can it be done again today?  Can it be done in Hartford CT, of all places?  Of course it can!  All we need is as few as 24 hungry souls who will enter into covenant to watch and pray one hour daily in one location on a rotating schedule, covering 24 hours of nonstop prayer.

 

I challenge you to an experiment:  Let’s do a round-the-clock prayer meeting for 10 days!

 

At sunset Wednesday, September 4 is Rosh Hashanah, the beginning of the Jewish fall feasts.  It continues for the next 10 days, which are called the “10 Days of Awe”, ending at sunset Saturday, September 14, which is Yom Kippur.   Also, on September 4, 2013 a statewide worship and prayer initiative is scheduled to start that came from a prophetic word Chuck Pierce released when he was last with us at First Cathedral.  He prophesied if the Connecticut Church can worship God strategically across the state for 40 consecutive days, the Lord will open the heavens over Connecticut.  Some of us have been planning and praying for this prayer initiative for the past several months.  (for more information, go to http://impactconnecticut.com)  Wouldn’t it be awesome to start these 40 days of worship with the first 10 days of nonstop prayer?

 

Would you commit to pray for our state for at least one hour?

We will start at sunset Wednesday, September 4, going through to sunset, Saturday, September 14.  Each person will come to the House of Good Hope to pray on a rotating schedule.  You are most welcome to pray from your home, but there is something about making the sacrifice to go to a specific location to pray.  There is also a precious anointing that comes when you pick up where the last person left off…..in the same location where he/she prayed.

 

If you would like to join us, contact us at hartfordprayer@gmail.com or call 860-904-7358.  Let us know what time of day or night you will come, and how long you covenant to pray. It can be as short as one hour, or you can pray the whole day or night.

 

Start the 40 Days of Worship with a bang!  We invite you to join us in this prayer experiment.  I know this prayer experiment may possibly change the climate of our city and our state.  I can guarantee most of all, this will change you!

Bridal Love

Let Him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth!  

For your love is better than wine;

your anointing oils are fragrant;

your name is oil poured out…”  

Song of Songs 1:4

 

 For years I struggled with teaching on “bridal love”, have even been offended with some of the teaching I believed that came from IHOP. It seemed like many of their worship songs I heard had the words “Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth” somewhere in the melody.  I would cringe whenever I heard those words sung!  I believed that teaching bordered on the wrong kind of intimacy many intercessors fall into, especially women.  Over the years of my leading intercession for Connecticut I’ve met many an off-balanced intercessor who reveled in unbiblical teaching that made them feel good.  This “intimacy” thing was a bit too much when there was a lost and dying world out there that needed our concentrated prayers and intercession.  I believed we need to focus our intercession on “those out there”, not on ourselves or our relationship with the Lord.  I believed in that old church cliche: “if we take care of God’s business, He will take care of ours”.

Then there came the day when the Lord directed me to take another look at IHOP, listen more closely to their teaching.   I realized if I am called to raise up a house of prayer, I need to learn from those who were successful at it.  International House of Prayer in Kansas City MO has been in existence for over 13 years and is growing.  Also, many of those who I respect held a high regard of IHOP, some even told me of amazing experiences they had while visiting them in Kansas City.  Not only that, “IHOP people” from all across the eastern United States had been contacting me, offering me their prayers, their help and support.  They didn’t even know me!  Yet they supported and encouraged me in my efforts to raise up this local house of prayer.  I was touched by  all of their prayers, concerns and generous love they poured on someone they didn’t even know.  All because I hear the Lord calling me to build Him a house of prayer!

As I listened to the teaching come from Kansas City, I was amazed at how similar the teaching I heard Bickle and others preach was so close to my own theology.  So I kept listening to the IHOP online teaching, ordered books and DVDs, even introduced some of the teaching to those who came to my prayer house; but always with caution. I never wanted the intercessors to go off thinking I was teaching Jesus is their “boyfriend”!

Then slowly, the Lord began to correct me, He began to show me the errors of my thinking.

About a year ago, when I was at church one Sunday, sitting in front of me was a man who looked like he either was newly saved or not a believer. He was covered in tattoos and body piercings, and he shaved his head. While we worshipped, I had a vision of that man. I saw him lying in bed asleep, or he may possibly have been dead. It was completely dark. Then suddenly The Lord burst into this man’s room, He was Light and Light shown all about Him. The Lord, the Holy Spirit was suddenly on top of this man, eyeball to eyeball, nose to nose, mouth to mouth, face to face.  The Holy Spirit suddenly breathed His breath into this man’s mouth and nose. As He did this, the man’s eyes suddenly popped open, a look of utter surprise appeared on his face!  He was suddenly very much awake and alive where before he was asleep, possibly even dead.   There was something mezmerizing about that whole picture; the picture of the Holy Spirit on top of this man, so close, so uncomfortably close!  The picture of the Holy Spirit breathing His breath into this man, which woke him up with a look of shock and surprise kept pulling at me.  At first I thought the vision was for this man, so I shared it with him after the service. He looked a bit uncomfortable when I spoke to him, looked like he wanted to get away from me.  He probably thought of me as this eccentric woman who goes around speaking about visions to whomever she meets. His answer was “I have asthma. Maybe The Lord wants to heal me”.  Then he left before I had a chance to ask if I could pray for him.

For some reason I couldn’t shake the impact of that vision. It kept appearing again and again in my thoughts and in my sight. I shared this with the intercessors and one of them tried to draw it. My mind kept going back to that vision of the tattooed skinhead man.  As I meditated on that vision, the Lord then reminded me of an experience I had years ago when I watched Mel Gibson’s movie, “The Passion”. Like many others, my church rented a theater and we all watched it together as a congregation. When we watched the scene of Jesus crying out,“IT….IS…..FINISHED!!!!”, then breathed His last breath, I suddenly felt moisture on my lips. I felt as if I had been kissed on the mouth!  I looked up, thinking the air conditioner was leaking over my head. But there was no air conditioner.  It was such a weird sensation.  I couldn’t understand why I had the feeling of my being kissed as I watched a graphic image of a bloodied and tortured Christ dying on the cross.  To me, the two didn’t come together, it didn’t make sense.

Recently, during my daily Bible reading, I read again the book of Song of Solomon, it was part of my daily Bible reading I had followed for decades.  I found myself again reading: “Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth”. There’s that “kissing” verse again!  There is that verse again that makes me very uncomfortable. The verse all those singers sing over & over at IHOP that makes me squirm!  The verse I find repugnant. But then as I read the verse that morning, I saw written next to this verse, in my own handwriting: “BREATHE Your breath into me, oh God!!!”  To this day, I don’t remember writing that!  

Suddenly revelation dawned on me.  As I re-read the passage and my prayer next to it, I again remembered the vision I had of the man at my church, as well as the sensation of my being kissed as I watch Jesus dying on the cross. I also remembered specific Bible passages; like Genesis 2:7 when God breathed His breath into man, which gave him life.  Or in 2 Kings 4:8-37, when Elisha raised up the dead teenage boy by his lying on top of him, eyeball to eyeball, nose to nose, mouth to mouth.  Then I remember John 20:22, when the resurrected Christ breathed His breath into each of His disciples, saying “Receive ye the Holy Spirit” before He ascended into heaven.  

I am slowly getting it!  Sometimes I can be quite dense, jumping to wrong conclusions.

I suddenly saw the vast need for us to allow the Lord to get up close and personal with us. I see our need to allow, even invite the Holy Spirit to get into our personal space and breathes His Breath into us. I suddenly saw that I am that tattooed man, my body marred and pierced by the stain of this world, I am sleeping in darkness. Then Holy Spirit comes and breathes His breath into my mouth and nostrils. In a sense, He performs mouth-to-mouth resuscitation in me!  He “kisses me with the kisses of His mouth”.  

BREATHE Your breath into me, oh Lord!  I cry out for more of You…..in me!  Invade my personal space!  I give You permission to get close to me, uncomfortably close where I can hide no secrets.  

Let this be the cry of all of our hearts!

Tomorrow night we will start a study on the Song of Songs.  Through this, we hope to understand the vastness of the Lord’s  love for us, allow Him to get into our personal space and breathe His breath into each of us.

You are invited to join with us as we start on this journey of allowing ourselves to become one with The Lord.

We meet at 7:00pm every Monday night at House of Good Hope, 320 Brown Street, Hartford CT.

Weekly Update December 1-9, 2012

We’re adding more prayer sets!

More intercessors are now joining us since our October conference.  Some are asking to take a prayer set viagra pharmacie suisse.  Starting December 1, we will be meeting from 9 am to 12 pm every Saturday morning.  Our Thursday evening worship and prayer will now be weekly instead of twice a month.  Also, another noon time weekday prayer set will be added sometime in January.

The House of Good Hope will be open more often as prayer leaders and intercessors join us in leading prayer.

CHRISTMAS WORSHIP & CELEBRATION

 

Saturday, December 15
9 am – 12 pm

HOUSE OF GOOD HOPE –

320 Brown Street, Hartford CT

We will hold a time of worship, meditation and prayer at our December GOD CHASERS to commemorate this holy season.  All are welcome to join us!  
Bring an appetizer and a small gift to exchange.  
Be blessed as we celebrate the birth of our Savior, King Jesus!

FAST FORWARD

January 2-23, 2013

Starting Wednesday, January 2 through Wednesday, January 23, 2013 we at the House of Good Hope are joining with Hartford area churches in a 21-day fast for our state capital.  Daily prayer points will be emailed, and wrist bands provided to all those who have covenanted to participate in this fast and prayer.

Starting with a New Year’s Eve night watch (9pm-9am), the House of Good Hope will be open for prayer every day during these 21 days:

Sundays: 5-8pm
Mondays: 7-9:30pm
Tuesdays: 7-9:30pm (teleconference prayer call)
Wednesdays: 6-7am
Thursdays: 7-9:30pm
Fridays: 6-7am
Saturdays: 9am-12pm

On Friday, January 18, there will be a large citywide worship gathering to be held at House of Restoration Church, 1665 Main Street, Hartford CT.  Churches from all over Hartford will join us as we worship and intercede for our state capital.

Contact us at hartfordprayer@gmail.com or call 860-904-7358 if you would like to join us in this fast.

 

PRAYER SCHEDULE:

Mondays 7-9:30 pm
School of Prayer
We will study the discipline of fasting during the month of December in preparation for FAST FORWARD.

Tuesdays 9-10pm
Teleconference prayer call
1-605-562-3000
Access 416447#

Thursdays 7-9:30pm
Harp & bowl worship and intercession

Saturdays 9am-12pm
Worship and prayer

4th Sundays 6-9pm
OverFlow teen & young adult prayer